Assalam Alaikum wrwb,
My name is sister Aisha. I live in the United States. I am currently going through a difficult Test sent to me by Allah Swt and InshaAllah I will make it through this. I have been married for about a year now to a Iman. I have been kept a secret to the community and to his other two wives. When I first Married him he told me he would tell them about it. And still to this day he has not. I have been a prisoner in my home. Often left with nothing not even food. My husband does not even live with me. I do not have any transportation to go anywhere and never have any money for myself to get stuff that I need. When I first met my husband he was a delightful person whom I thought would help me with my faith. But has only made me into a person whom I can't even bare to look in the mirror at anymore. I am hurting inside so bad. I also am in need of surgery without insurance. My husband has done nothing to help me with this. As if he does not care that I am sick. I can not take it anymore. I moved to this place for him. And all I want is to go home. I don't know who to talk to or where to turn. So I am trying my only resource. The internet. It seems crazy that I would even tell complete strangers of my personal life but Deep down I know we are all brothers and sisters in Islam. I will be very honest. My faith has become a little shakey with everything that is happening in my life. But I continue to do my best and Ask Allah to help me through this test. But to have a man whom is looked up to in the community. As a leader... And has done this to his own wife... It makes it difficult. I pray I am not judged by anyone other than The Most Gracious and most Merciful.. Allah.. But for putting my buisness online I expect the worse. I am a sister who has nothing. No means of any sort. No family to go to. They have disowned me when I reverted to Islam in 2000. May Allah guide them to the straight path. Ameen. I am trying to go home. To Baton Rouge, LA. To where I can start a life for myself and take care of Me. I have to otherwise this is going to kill me. I have a house full of my belongings along with my two precious Cats that are my family whom I would never leave behind. Because they have been there to love me when I needed someone. They have been there to make me smile on those impossible days. I'm looking for someone who can help me move. I don't like to ask anyone for anything and wouldn't unless I needed it. And I don't want Charity. If someone has the heart and the resources to assist me I would only accept to be able to repay you when I get on my feet. And would do so in writing. (contract) I'm only praying to find someone out there that can inshaAllah assist me. I will need a uhaul and means for a apartment for a few months until I am stable with work and can afford it on my own. And some means for food etc. I will not move to another location except home. Baton Rouge. I am finished with my traveling experiances I am sure you all can understand. At least for now. I don't know what else to write. So I will leave this in Allah's hands for now and pray for the best inshaAllah. May Allah be with you all. If you need to contact me please email me [email protected] or here for the time being... JazakAllah Khair.. Walaikum Salam.. Your sister in islam Aisha
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By maharaj_venita ( - 200.108.6.209) on Saturday, September 23, 2006 - 03:50 pm:
Asalamu alaikum,i'm new to this site and i'm interested in learning about Islam.
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By auto insurance ( - 201.243.226.171) on Friday, November 10, 2006 - 03:55 pm: